I would like to share my personal experience on transformation. I was not aware of the difference between religion and spirituality. I used to go to temple every day because I saw my family go. I used to visit religious places like temples and places for meeting saints. I knew that I had a
strong will power and determination. I was under the impression that my beliefs are as strong as my will power. “I have no ego,” is still one of my favorite lines, because I have always thought being humble, gentle and down to Earth means you have no ego. I have made strong efforts to achieve my aims
and goals. God creates our destiny, so go with the flow and with your feelings; this was one of my strong beliefs. I had no knowledge on the thinking process. I thought thinking is good for the brain, as it is like an exercise.
There were a few ups and downs in my relationships.My inner voice, which I was not aware of, used to ask me “Do you know why you are in this world?” I never paid any attention to this question, because I didn’t realize the voice was talking to me. I had a feeling that there was something that was going to happen in my life, but I was not aware of what. A few months after my twenty-ninth birthday, I woke up one morning around 3:00 am and started looking at a wall. I realized how I had wasted my time in the last several years chasing illusions,which were money and more status. I listened to a voice in my head and I broke the bondage with others who were not important at all in my life and I was with them because of my desires. I decided to break that circle. Tears were coming out and I asked one question. Why I am here and what is my purpose in this world?
One of my friends sent me spiritual material to listen to. I spent the next few days listening to those spiritual texts. After a few days, I came in touch with a spiritual teacher who helped me to understand my real identity. I had no knowledge about the energy in this costume which is our body. I started
spending more time in deep silence and meditation. After a few days, while sitting in deep silence, I felt an itch and also vibrations on the top of my head. I opened my eyes and looked at the same wall. I saw the real beauty of that wall and other things around me. The next day, I heard, “I am giving you three
things: knowledge, wisdom and energy, and your project is Service.” I started paying attention to spiritual teachers and churning their words. I was spending more time in solitude and listening to spiritual texts. I started writing notes and sharing my knowledge with others. I did more research on vibrations
felt during meditation and found that with divine energy there is cosmic energy. I felt a drastic change in my life. I broke the cycle of confusion and complications. I realized how the mind plays with our body and how we have become each a slave to the mind. I started accepting the present moment as it is instead
of resisting it.
I hope this book and my words will help others to understand the purpose of their existence in this world and help them to feel the cosmic energy while in meditation