Someone asked me What are you churning today? I was quite and said nothing. She said..hmm…
I left the moment of emptiness for few seconds and thought about her question. I had no thought at that moment.
It is like a body sitting still and feels like there is some one talking but you are hearing not listening because your are in the moment of EMPTINESS, when you are empty. In good way it means you are fully conscious. You are not chasing future while holding the hand of past. You are here…here in the present moment.
Past knocked the door of present. Present opened the door and shocked to see past. Present goes into EMPTINESS after the flash of few past moments.
Present and Past sitting next to each other and chit chat going on. Emptiness is still there. There is physical distance between past and present. Past and Present cannot be together because when past merge with present then there is no past, its present.
Present is hearing Past…Emptiness is there.
Present said..ok ..this is it…Present broke the emptiness….looked back…everything was impure,lie,meaning less…..Present is not blaming on Past because Present knows that Both were unconscious in the past.
Present looked at the present which is past sitting right there. Present noticed that past is still under illusion and crying out loud to fulfill desires.
Past asked Present…You don’t love me anymore..Let’s go back..
Present decides to go back into emptiness which means…
Present opens the door and helps past to leave…..Past is gone but while leaving Past realized something very important and present played important role too.
“Enlightenment” Past heard this word from Present.